These emotions are weird. I don’t understand them. Its my time of the month. That time when your emotions change and all the things that you didn’t want you now want. You know what I am talking about. The weather is always cold then. You need 5 jackets just to feel loved. It’s weird, wanting everything. Its all about choices. Serious life changing choices. Permanence. I can mark my body all day long, but when it comes to choosing my path in the road I will draw and erase. Draw and erase. Erase. Erase. Its silly. You live once. That is the most dangerous double edged sword. I wish I could swallow swords. I really want everything.